Saturday, January 31, 2009

day THIRTY ONE


The stink of curtain dust, moist chairs and gummy wax floors fills the hall where the members shuffle about, whispering goads and mouthing anticipations. 

Fire globes dim announcing the call. 

Late of silk and pearls she mounts the stage; her quaffed hair annoints bare shoulders; chiseled bone shudders its delight. 

Hammer strikes ornament the air, then prick and pull the members toward crescendo. Waves of irony and sorrow batter alabaster shores and rock walls. 

She laughs, they cry. Tomorrow they'll return for more.


Friday, January 30, 2009

day THIRTY


HIGH ATOP A VERY SMALL BUILDING
:the apartment

7-foot windows
two in every room 
ascend to skylights 
with sun beams!
 
Dry air with hair 
whisps about
on hardwood slates 
of many colors.

Cathedral ceilings hold
darkened glass lamps
 with unreachable bulbs
long since burnt.

Clangs and bells,
wheezes and whistles-
heat's coming up!

The closet sings
but holds few cloths.

A view of a brick wall
and a parking lot
where the wind
collects its garbage.



Thursday, January 29, 2009

day TWENTY NINE

WISDOM
If you thought I hadn’t seen you you’d be wrong. You might think I’m enjoying myself here but that's wrong too. I’m putting up with them. What choice do I have?

Before it’s all gone I want to tell you how much you’ve meant to me. Every day the curtains draw further and further and soon I won’t see you at all. I’ll be grown and have a job and he’ll work and we’ll have kids (like me) and then you’ll be theirs. 

But for now you’re mine and I love you, though once I was afraid of you, but no more. You’re really just misunderstood, aren’t you? Well, I understand you, but I won’t for much longer.

Go now; find another. I’ll be okay from here. Pull your tail in before shutting the closet door. Remember how you hate to get caught in the door?

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

day TWENTY EIGHT


Beef Man

Oh, you poor beef man
your brain will turn to mush,
the unfortunate consequence
of for too long
placing strength of limb
before depth of soul.

Tiny globes of thought
revolve through
your universal,
sparing your mind
anything deeper than
pump and lift.

Your story is written-
you gave yourself to labor
never knowing the passion
of an unleashed
curiousity.

And so you grow old
your body tires
and gives up its fruit
that you so carefully
cultivated.

And in the end
when it is gone,
and your arms hang limp,
what will you have 
to believe in,
or even
to talk about?

~m



Tuesday, January 27, 2009

day TWENTY SEVEN

I saw beauty
Angel Fish
I saw you


Monday, January 26, 2009

day TWENTY SIX

It became widely known that Murray was indeed the mythical King of Hats ...

Sunday, January 25, 2009

day TWENTY FIVE


Goodbye Old Man
Wrinkled face, stubbled and sagging
hallowed eyes that saw too much
thick cracked nails
on blotched, callused hands.

He suckles
cold glass teats,
against unforgiving brick-
pooled urine warming his
rancid house.

From layered filth,
his grape breath
fumes
through tears and gaps.

By night he passed-
Soul’s ruin 
ascending
through bottle spirits
blue.

By mourn he lay-
gutterface down,
still
is the discarded man.

~m

Saturday, January 24, 2009

day TWENTY FOUR

Elvis knew the day his music ended had been a beginning; he was finally pursuing his true calling -- ribbon dancing. When he pranced with the ribbons, he felt he could touch their souls. They tipped generously, but the sand made his bed scratchy.

Friday, January 23, 2009

day TWENTY THREE

First Day of Spring

I'm blah
I don't know why
I just am.

There's really no reason for it

The sky is deep blue
Shoppers stroll up and down the sidewalks
swinging bags to and fro,
smiling because winter's almost done.

Robins are singing
Pigions are cooing
foraging at our feet.

A breeze is blowing
taking the tree's last leaves

Mothers with strollers
Babies with lollipops
Children wait on their buses
in short sleeves and shorts

The worlds seems alive again
and I'm -- blah,

but I'm starting to feel better.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

day TWENTY TWO


INFERIOR LOGIC

i am therefore i think 
or at least i think i am
but if i were not
would i be or not be?

there's a question!

for if i were not
would i ever be?
and if I am not
will i ever be?

and if i am destined to be
am i who i think i am?
or just some other shmuck.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

day TWENTY ONE

What can one say at the end but goodbye? It’s the bus station at 4 a.m. and the teller wants to go home and someone in the bathroom won’t come out and the floor’s not as shiny as the custodian would like and the vendor arrives to fill the machines and gum holds my shoes to the floor and first she won’t look at me and then she will and now I can’t look at her but I want to and the ceiling plays all the wrong music and none of the lights know what to do and buses come but no one gets off and then no buses come and then some come but they’re not buses and then the driver tells me I have to get off but I haven't finished the floor and my song is next in line to play.


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

day TWENTY

They came for the coffee and stayed for the show!


Monday, January 19, 2009

day NINETEEN

IF I COULD

If I could
I would raise
all the enlightened ones
all the forgotten ones

All the saints
the martyrs
the teachers
all the innocents

If I could
I would soar with the eagles
and live in the trees
forget
all the poverty
and sickness
and
pass judgement
on no one

If I could

day EIGHTEEN



Endings are beginnings with their hats on backwards. Back into them, if you like, or embrace them; for life's a moving path and you're on it. It's a choice: look forward or backward; ponder the future or dwell in the past; or live for tomorrow, in the moment, today, right now.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

day SEVENTEEN



BLANK            PERIOD

end of story 

Friday, January 16, 2009

day SIXTEEN

Dear Santa,
I want to discuss those bones you give me every year. It's not that I don't appreciate what you're doing, I do, but they're pretty much exactly the same brand I get everyday so there's nothing special there. I do like the wrapping paper but that's only good for a little while. 

What I'd really like is one of those GPS locator thingies so I can keep track of my human. She gets away from me way too often and I'm afraid someday I won't get her back. In fact, she's lost right now and I'm worried. Nothing seems familiar to me when she's gone. I don't smell anyone I know and that scares me. Incidentally, a voice recorder would also be handy, as I'm dictating this in my head and probably won't remember most of it later. And not a cheap one either; one with a good microphone, so it picks up my woofs, but not all the background noise. The playback on those cheap ones is awful.

Gotta run. I think I see my human. Thanks for the chat, and if you find a present from me under the tree this year, you might want to step over it this time.

Bowzi

Thursday, January 15, 2009

day FIFTEEN

I shot this lovely couple's wedding in 2008, and prior to that, they asked me to take shots for their wedding announcement. 

Nothing beats photographing people at sunset on the beach. The light is extraordinary.

Soon, you'll see their wedding gallery at www.michaelmcbride.com.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

day FOURTEEN

This passion flower is the size of a quarter and contains petals, pistles, bristles, pods, leaves and just about every color under rainbow. Looked like it came here from Mars. I'd not seen one before. 
I shot it on Fuji Sensia 100 film with my Canon Elan 7NE and a Sigma 105mm F2.8 macro lens. I taped the flower to the end of a pencil and built a jig to hold it upright directly under the lens. The flower hide the pencil and jig from view. I used no flash, but instead reflected natural light from gold foil that I held in one hand and move around until I liked the shadows. I shot handheld and had to rock back and forth while holding my breath to get the parts I wanted in sharp focus, as my depth of field was extremely shallow.
In post, I removed the color and cleaned up a bit of dust. This shot was completed in 2007 and was shown along with 19 other images of the flower at a gallery in Venice, Florida.

day THIRTEEN

Black and white abstract photography from a series I did in 2007. 

About the size of a pencil point, this petal jutted out of the side of a bird of paradise growing on a golf course near my home in Sarasota, Florida. 

I exposed Fuji Provia film shooting hand-held with a Canon Elan 7NE and a Sigma 300mm F4 lens. 

With the exception of some minor contrast adjustments and a bit of dust clean up in post production, the image was entirely created in-camera. 

The full series will be available for viewing on www.michaelmcbride.com in the near future. 

Monday, January 12, 2009

day TWELVE

This is from the last wedding I shot at Selby Gardens, Sarasota, FL. More beautiful it could not have been.

I actually exposed this shot properly, then later altered it during post-production to get the effect. 

The couple loved it. 



Sunday, January 11, 2009

day ELEVEN

THE WANT AD

I old lady
need old man
to go for walks
and pick up cans.

My eyes are fair
my palms are rough
my back is bent
my soul is tough.

And if you care
that will be 
enough.

day TEN

God Bless America

Friday, January 9, 2009

day NINE

To be honest, this wasn’t very smart, because I actually fell asleep and dreamed.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

day EIGHT

HERO
On his knee
 I learned of the world 
and the way of all things
In his eyes
the truth I saw
the path I found
to walk as a man 
From his lips
I heard my name
I knew myself
and found my voice
His mind imagined me
His heart created me
His love embraced me
I am his son
He is my Father
He will always me my hero.


 

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

day SEVEN

The Dance

And not knowing the length
or the breadth, it was
they gathered
and she moved
among them
slowly
as if
naughty
she let them touch
but it was not her and they
left to go but she would not let go
and they stayed
not to go.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

day SIX

When she looks at me I hear her voice. It's as clear as a bell. Somehow, she hears mine too. We often speak with no sound. But she's not long for this world now. Soon, she'll be reborn human and she'll approach me in public and she'll say "Brandee says hello" and she'll smile and wink and turn and walk away and I'll be left standing there, wondering.

Read "The Art of Racing in the Rain." It will change you.


Monday, January 5, 2009

day FIVE


Blood and Sand

Chapter One 

The wafting stench of a thousand rotting corpses assaulted Peter Stewart long before he reached the point where pavement met sand. In the moonlight they lay, a million shiny jewels glistening by star light as birds flew off with great chunks of flesh and bone. He edged Nellie into a crack between two other beach goers and threw her into park. No need to put the top up, it never rained in August. 

Peter new his sister Martha would already be on the sand examining the corpses and thinking about lunch. 

“What a minute!” 

“Yes?” 

“Martha?” 

“Yes. What about it?” 

“His sister’s name is Martha Stewart?” 

“Is there a problem?” 

“Have you lost your mind? There’s a real Martha Stewart and she’s pretty famous. She might not appreciate you using her name like that. I think I have her cookbook around here somewhere.” 

“Is that all you have to offer?” 

“Just change it; and no ... knew is spelled with a K, dimwit.” 

Peter knew his sister MARY would already be on the sand examining the corpses and thinking about lunch. 

“What about that?” 

“Lunch?” 

“Yes, I’m a bit peckish, you?” 

“I could nibble. You want me to get it, I assume.” 

Stan Ranier watched his girlfriend Emma Filbert drift into the kitchen and extract last night’s chicken from the ice box. She made exquisite chicken salad with pecans and cranberries in a poppy seed dressing. He drooled on his shirt as the thought crossed his mind. 

“Can I get a bit of rye cracks with that?” he asked. 

“I suppose,” Emma said. Stan thought of her tearing white flesh from bone, separating the fibers and pinching lengths into bite size morsels. She never used knives, instead preferring the feel of the meat on her skin. 

“Hurry it up, I’m famished!” said Stan. Of course, he was jibbing her and she knew it and liked it. It aroused them both to push their buttons and when mixed with food, the recipe usually resulted in a wasted afternoon gnawing on each other’s bodies rather than slapping keys and forming phrases. 

“Will you hurry up!” he spat again toward the clanks and clangs emanating from the only other room in the apartment. 

“Keep your pants up, I’m coming, I’m coming,” she whispered just loud enough that Stan caught the tale end, which caused his pants to shift somewhat expectantly. She emerged plates in hand and dropped lunch in his lap, watching his expression with glee. 

“What’s this?” he asked, understandably curious since the plate held no chicken salad with cranberries and pecans and poppy seed dressing but instead sat a tiny cake and one sorry candle tilting off to the right, unlit and formerly burnt. 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” Emma wailed as she danced and spun through their tiny two-room apartment, flinging chocolate frosting on windowsills and on their cat, Bitsy. 

“You remembered,” Stan challenged, stubbing his thumb into the side of the muffin and sucking it clean of frosting. 

“I did, and more,” she corrected. “I shopped.” Out came a long, thin box wrapped in foil and secured with a twist tie. She offered it to Stan with a bow, as Guinnivere would have offer Excalibur to Arthur, then plopped it onto his lap. He examined the wrapping while feigning a stronger interest in his cupcake. “Any fire to light it?” 
Her smile dimmed some at the question, “Unfortunately, no, sorry.” 

“It’s okay. We won’t have to wake Mrs. Martle with the smokies then.” The detectors alarmed at the slightest provocation launching the building’s octogenarian landlord pounding into the halls toward the door of the offending tenant. 

“Well? Open it.” Emma prompted while balancing herself on the sofa back mimicking Bitsy’s usual nighttime posture. Stan knew the game and played it well, the rewards for which he hated to miss. 

“Maybe we should finish up the chapter first,” he said, setting the parcel down and reaching for the writing tablet. “I left Peter in an awful straight.” 

“Not even!” She launched. “Open it or you don’t get what comes next, the operative word being the noun.” Emma’s eyes twinkled when she spoke dirty, even in total darkness, which was always a bit of a mystery to Stan. He hoisted the thin package from the sofa noting its weight. For a moment he felt it move, so slightly he thought it imagination, then it moved again and he nearly dropped the box. 

He hadn’t noticed that Emma was now sitting directly to his right and level with his eyes, so when he spun around they nearly punched noses. She moved not an inch, staring deeply into Stan’s eyes and crooned, “Open it, open it now.” 

Stan could not refuse if he’d wanted to, which he didn’t. Ripping the foil through the ribbon, he launched the lid to the back of the room and upturned the box. The contents slid onto his lap and lay there wrapped in velvet and braced in chain mail.

“A sword? You bought me a sword?” He exclaimed, not recognizing his own voice. 

“It’s a dagger, actually, a Claymore specifically.” Emma threaded her hand up between Stan’s thighs and lifted the ancient weapon from its scabbard, her long fingers caressing its hilt; its blade casting reflections as it sliced the air. 

“Don’t you like it?” she asked brushing the blade along Stan’s pulsing neck. 

“You know I do,” he admitted. “But you’ve never bought me one before. I thought you thought I already had too many swords?” 

Emma chinked the dagger into its scabbard and leaned back into the sofa. “I know. There was something about it. I found it over at Willard’s.” 

“Willard’s? You went to Willard’s?!” That got Stan’s attention. Willard’s Pawn and Trade was on Boston’s southeast side and miles from the nearest rail. Emma would have had to pass through drug infested neighborhoods on foot to get there. “What were you thinking?!” 

“Don’t start. Something told me to go there. I didn’t walk. Jesse took me,” she admitted bluntly. 

“Jesse? Oh.” Six foot five, 250 pound Jesse Filbert was Emma’s personal bodyguard and also her brother. The steam left the room and Stan returned his gaze to the dagger, at which point he recalled it moving, but decided not to mention it to Emma. He lifted it and tested the weight with both hands, finding its tipping point and balancing it on his knuckles. He contemplated tossing it but decided not to risk the throw until he knew the outcome. Emma could be hurt if it deflected toward her. 

Stan took in a deep breath and let it out slowly through his lips, making a slight whistling noise. “Its extraordinary, Em. I love it!” 

He spun the point to the rear and dropped the blade to his side as he moved on his girlfriend to thank her, as a man should. They lost the remainder of the afternoon to love.


day FOUR


A few moments ago, in a nearby universe, everything that could happen did and all at once. It all happened again just a moment later, and then again, only a moment after that. Those who lived in the universe were unaware, but that which was in charge of all the universes was keenly aware that something very unusual was about to take place. 

But this story isn’t about that. It’s about Wiggies and Waccums and Waugs.

day THREE

Pure joy! Mom 

Sunday, January 4, 2009

day TWO


Okay, okay. I admit it, I screwed up. All my creative enthusiasm went completely neglected the next day. I actually forgot about the project. So, I have to catch up. Tomorrow I'll post two times and I'll be back on track.

I finally got a red leather sofa today after wanting  one forever. Picked it up from a nice family living in Plant City that posted it on Craig's List for 100 bucks (gotta love the list). Turns out, Plant City's a picturesque little berg with lots of character, so my friend Jill and I spend a couple of hours wandering around taking pictures.

My best shot is of this old church on a red brick road. There's more work to be done on the shot, but here it is anyway. It's 1 a.m., so I'm off to Z land. More tomorrow. Promise.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

day ONE


I got the idea to do this project about five minutes before taking this shot. I'm impulsive that way. Let's see if I can musta the hutzpa to follow through. Took this at sunset on Cresent Beach, Sarasota, FL, near my home. I know, I know, you're asking yourself, "Why did he take out the color?" We'll, frankly, it's more dramatic this way, don't you think? Besides, the clouds obscured a somewhat boring sunset anyway, so there you are. 

~Michael